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Though I Yearn • Part 8
Masters of the Air x Reader
Secret Admirer (Revealed)
A string of anonymous letters causes a stir at Thorpe Abbotts. Who could be the author of the tender correspondence you have been recieving?
Warnings: Spoilers for the admirers identity if you have yet to read Part 7, mentions of death, implied nudity, and it’s a little cheesy.
Word Count: ~1.3k
Masterlist Previous Final Part- Coming soon!
Sorry for the long af wait but just got my cast off from breaking my dominant hand soo it’s been a rough go. I appreciate everyone’s support with this series 🩵💙
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Everyone at Thorpe Abbotts had grown increasingly weary throughout the winter months, losing more men each mission while trying to recover from the great losses of autumn.
It seemed with each mission you rose earlier and earlier, eventually you ceased finding any sleep after that dreaded red light flashed for the men.
“Good morning, gentlemen.” You greeted Douglass and Blakely with a smile, two cups of steaming black coffee already prepared. It had become a ritual for a few of the men to skip breakfast with the replacements, settling for one of your hot cups of coffee and chain smoking cigarettes to ease their unsettled stomachs.
Everett could see the exhaustion in your eyes, the burden of serving these men with a smile, knowing a fraction will not return was taking its toll.
“Sleep at all?” He asked, his worry palpible by the way his eyebrows creased in the centre.
“Your feet being on solid ground allows me to breathe but sleep evades me.” You admit, reaching to smooth the front lock of his hair that frequently escapes his attempted neat styling.
“Does that mean I don’t qualify for a kiss from my guardian angel this morning?”
Douglass groaned, smothering his cigarette butt into the dirt with his heavy, polished boot. “Sometimes I miss when she would only talk to you because she was ignoring my ass.”
“He’s a little on edge right now, our little James is attempting commitment.” Everett explained, sending the bombadier an amused glare. “On the topic of commitment, the hut will be clear for a few hours tonight for Rosie’s 25th mission festivities. Maybe we can catch up on some sleep.”
“Yeah, sleep, I’m sure that is what will be happening in there.” Douglass rolled his eyes at your lovesick, teenage antics.
“Speaking of Rosie, where is the lucky bastard?” You asked, he usually cut out of breakfast early to clear his head of all the nervous replacements chatter.
“Luck has nothing to do with it, he is a damn good pilot.” Blakely mused, “If I didn’t fly so damn good myself, I’d want to be in his fort.”
“Speak of the devil… coffee?” You offered as the mustached pilot appeared under the rolling, grey clouds.
“Please.”
You raised your own coffee to toast, “All the best today boys, and Rosie? Give ‘em hell.”
“This it the worst part, the waiting.” Helen broke the silence in the clubmobile. You were sitting in the chairs provided, awaiting the arrival of the men before you would make your way to what had become the Interigation centre to welcome the men back, help them feel comfortable and recognize they were back on solid ground. “Do you think Rosie will make it? It feels like it has been ages since a crew has done it.”
You glanced over the spine of the book in your hands, it had been open for about an hour now but if Helen had noticed you had yet to turn the page she did not mention it. “Rosie is a great pilot, I wouldn’t start doubting his abilities now.”
You flipped your page for show, eyes drifting over the page but not reading the black ink.
“Do you truely love Everett?”
“I do.” You did not need to think as the words slipped past your lips.
“How does it feel to love someone like that?”
You shut the book, placing it on your lap as you pictured your handsome pilot in your minds eye, “It’s like having a perfect, hot cup of tea on a cold day, its a warmth that envelopes your mind, body and soul. I feel all of his emotions tenfold, when he is happy I am blessed, when he is mad I am enraged and when he struggles with sadnesss I feel his grief. I yearn for his presence when he is away and revel in it when he is near, I no longer dream of going home because Everett has become my home.”
Helen looked thoughtful for a moment, “I think I could have felt it once but I only had one marvelous evening with him, Lieutenant Nash, but he was killed on his first mission.” She confessed for the first time since it had happened. “I just hope that one day I might feel that way fully, for longer than a day.”
“And Lieutenant Nash was Rosie’s friend so you’re wandering what might have happened had he made it back that day.”
Helen nodded, solemly, opting to change the subject from the handsome young man that had swept her off her feet quite unexpectedly. “I heard some of the Red Cross Ladies may be relocated when Europe is invaded, spread the resources and morale to the men at the front.”
“Let’s not worry about that right now.”
Warmth radiated from the two wool blankets drapped over your entangled bodies, it was a stark contrast from the rain pouring down outside. You felt at peace, the harsh drops pounding on the roof above and the sounds of your calm breathing filled the silence. Everett groaned as he pulled himself to a sitting postion, reaching to the bedside table for his carton of cigarettes. You shifted lazily to rest your head on his chest, pulling the blanket with you to shield his bare torso from the chill that hung in the March air.
“There have been whispers.” You spoke quietly, afriad to break the serenity.
“About us?” Everett leaned down to place a gentle kiss on your shoulder.
You smiled, “Those whispers never stop, every time we get a new wave of replacements they love to chatter- I think Kidd will lose his head if he has to talk to us one more time about discretion.”
“What’d you hear?”
“Helen heard that some of the girls will be allocated after the invasion of Europe,” The details were unknown but it hung over the continent like an impending storm. “That could mean-“ You paused, your fingers ghosted over the chain around his neck, tracing his name etched into the cold metal. “I used to be prepared for this, when I first volenteered I had steeled myself over, I was ready to tredge through trees, mud and blood but we were placed here. Thorpe Abbotts may have its share of mud after the rain but it has been hot cups of coffee, laughter over a drink, dancing through our pain and… you. I sincerely don’t know what I would do without you by my side.”
Blakely remained silent for a moment, contemplating your worries and soft confession as he discarded his unlit cigarette and matches onto the trunk beside his small bed. “There is no shame to be scared in this world.”
“Says the brave pilot who has looked death in the eye countless times and denied its knock.”
“Would it make you think any less of me if I were to admit that I get scared? Every time that red light turns on, everytime I climbed into that Pilot seat and everytime I look at you.” He confessed, voice soft as his warm breath brushed your throat. “We should get married. Tomorrow.”
“You jest.” You met his eyes, they were wide with vulnerabilty and an unexpected sincerity.
“I am serious.” He insisted, gently manuvering your body to be seated facing him. The rough pads of his fingers caressing the soft skin of your cheeks as he pressed on, “I want to marry you, I want to spend the rest of my life with you, no matter how long that may be.”
“Everett-“
“It does not have to be tomorrow. I can accept if you want to marry tomorrow or wait however many years, just please say yes to being my betrothed.”
Emotion overwhelmed you as you nodded your head feverantly, tears slipping down your cheeks only to be wiped away ever so softly by his thumbs. “Yes, yes, I will marry you, Everett Blakely.”
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#masters of the air#mota fanfic#mota#mota spoilers#everett blakely#apple tv#james douglass#rosie rosenthal#david shields#though i yearn#mota x reader#hbo war
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my friends held an intervention for me to "stop asking intimidately specific questions". i tried to explain that i am just a good listener but there is apparently "a line between follow-up questions during small talk and interrogation tactics that gets crossed sometimes". turns out my curious nature is "scaring the hoes"
#idgaf i will not apologise so what i yearn for knowledge#in the top 3 of interventions ive gotten though.#MY QUESTIONS ARENT SCARY I JUST HAVE SPECIFIC ONES HOW IS THAT BAD
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Who up thinking about their boy
#i miss him soooooooooo much. hell#its ok though I'll see him again in a few days#mlm#mlm and nblm#mlm yearning#mlm thoughts#sfw mlm
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It’s good to see you again too, boatman
#the children (me) yearn for hades 2 (i haven’t been able to play it yet)#still a big fan of charmes though. my favorite professional workplace relationship <3#hades#hades 2#myart
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every single ot3 can be improved by taking the character that's usually the focal point of the triangle and making them pine while the other two already have their shit figured out. in the essay I will—
#propaganda from big throuple#june rambles#june does mlc#because yes this is about any version where difang get together first and llh gets to yearn#(could also be nif and any version where mcs gets to yearn; though I think my own wip is the only one I've seen)#fandom#apply to ot3 of choice
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💖 EVEN MORE DAY 4 SNEAK PEEKS! 💖
#>:3 /hehe /nefarious#+ One extra screenshot to make it look neater ghsjgds#14 Days With You#14DWY#yandere#yandere visual novel#yandere vn#yandere OC#💖 — 14 days with queue.#🖤 — spoilers.#🖤 — updates.#🖤 — shut up sai.#ETA: 14DWY Discord I have not forgotten about you <3 Y'all will get a unique update 🔜 + access to Day 4 before the public (as always)#I appreciate everyone's patience though!! Once my Uni break rolls around I'll be sure to post more consistently and be more active online!#Because right now it's been kinda hard to find the time to go through all my socials AND indulge in my own personal interests/hobbies T_T#Sometimes I wanna Dawn some Trails...... But Ren yearns to be acknowledged...... /silly#Anyways!! I'll stop yappin and complaining now lmao ^^; I hope y'all enjoy these lil updates!!#14DWY Discord... I sill see you all soon....... >:3c /j threat
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Growing feelings
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Question for my galemancers: when did YOUR Gale catch feelings?
#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#bg3 gale#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 fanart#baldur's gate fanart#gale x tav#galemance#galemancer#i couldn't sleep!#so i drew Gale yearning!#please enjoy galemancers#i like practicing with expressions#my bodies need a lot of work though whoops
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Imagine being so touchstarved that you dream of being held, your head against their chest while their arms wrap around you, feeling the warmth of their breath fan out against your ear as they tell you "i'll never leave you again.". Bodies pressed so close together that you can hear their heart racing beneath their ribs. I just need a hug, man. A goddamn hug.
#dreamed of him again even though we havent talked in weeks. just taking a break from the friendship. i find myself thinking of him a lot#it's healthy to miss him. it'll pass.#queer shenanigans and all that#queer#bi#bisexual#nblm longing#nblm love#nblm pining#nblm yearning#nblm and mlm#mlm longing#mlm love#mlm pining#mlm yearning#gay#gay yearning#gay panic#bi posting#bi panic#bi pining#bi positivity#bi mlm#bi longing#bi love#gay pining#gay longing#gay love#t4t mlm#t4t yearning
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sirius is soo silly for believing remus is the traitor and still loving him so much, not leaving him or telling anyone
By likeafunerall, and reposted with permission.
#‘i had all and then most of you some and now none of you’#sirius didn’t say “i love you” back :’(#wearing remus’ shirt just so that she could feel close to him#even in her sleep sirius is reaching out to remus’ side#hoping just to feel his residual warmth on the bed even though remus hasn’t slept in it for days#only sirius would yearn for someone who she thought was a spy.#wolfstar#remus lupin#sirius black#remus x sirius#remus/sirius#r/s#rlsb#harry potter fanart#likeafunerall#live laf love#stunningly beautiful as always katya 🤍
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Questionnnnnn.
Do you know what's gonna happen after the next saga is done? Like if epic will become a staged performance or just stay an animated thing?
I don’t know what the official plan was, but Jorge has expressed interest in something animated, a stage performance, or even a video game! So hopefully we will get some news on that sometime after the final saga is out!!
#Epic the musical#asks#whatever format it takes I can’t wait#I do still yearn for a stage adaptation though…
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WIP Game
Not usually one to partake in things like this but I just can’t wait for everyone to read Part 7 of Though I Yearn so here’s a snippet:
“I thought about this once.” You admitted in a whisper, afraid to disturb the softness of the moment. “In London, I was in the bath-“
“Scandalous.” His tone was low but teasing and his breath tickled the crook of your neck making you shiver in his embrace.
“It was merely the fantasy of a tender moment just like this, it was like I could feel your touch on my skin.” You took his hand gently, maneuvering so the rough pads of his fingertips ran over the vein of your throat. “Maybe a part of me knew it was you all this time.”
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I was genuinely bawling my eyes out when I drew these, it's crazy man I haven't cried in MONTHS Anyways, remember to be kind and patient with yourself if you're going through a rough patch. And let your friends know if you're feeling bummed out or lonely while dealing with this rough patch alright?
#I won't but you guys should#ultrakill fanart#ultrakill#mirage ultrakill#ultrakill mirage#v2 ultrakill#ultrakill v2#ultrakill mirage fanart#ultrakill v2 fanart#dect#mv2#Lord please do not let my mutuals know I cried over the idea of being comforted by my favorite robot#in such a way it would also comfort my lack of self and my inability to feel as though people can actually see me as a person#worthy of thought#please do not let them know I I love these two so much because the love they have for each other is something I yearn for so bad#I would genuinely dedicate my life to drawing nothing but them exploring the meanings of their own lives together in the comfort of a home#amen#Mordecai's being sad on main again#someone send a cute v1 pic
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treyarch!!! make eddie a pathetic little meow meow like primis ricky and my life! is yours!! also give us the homoerotic subtext
reference! dempsey finally snaps and beats up richtofen but then ricky pulls out his goofy smile and dempsey's annoyed he can't control his fluttering heart ok ty bye
#edward richtofen#tank dempsey#primis dempsey#primis richtofen#cod zombies#call of duty zombies#codz#richtofen x dempsey#RiDe#fanart#artie scribbles#im not immune to shipping in this fandom#i miss their dynamic sm it kills me knowing he'll be in another game without dempsey/the others#also not liking the fact eddie is 'evil' despite being the most 'good' version of richtofen#like bo3-bo4 would mean nothing then mayn cmon ToT#its gotta be a red herring cause there's no way he'd do all that to sam if he remembers stuff/is the 'good' richtofen#foaming at the mouth what've they done to my bbygirl#his model looks really cool though! but oh how i yearn for his massive forehead and high hairline and dumb moustache#big fan of his lil hotgirl panic attack/trauma xx i want more pls#sorry for being inactive im animating my final year film and its killing me#but uhhhh haha what if people sent me reqs for codz idk aha ha idk lol
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god i need to be kissed by her so bad. i want her to hold my hand and tell me everything will be alright.
#lesbian#ace lesbian#wlw#sapphic#gl#lesbian yearning#sapphic yearning#wlw yearning#wlw sfw#transbian#(this isn't about the andes saga btw this is about the girl who made me realise i'm trans. i probably should've also realised that i was a#lesbian when i got flustered holding her hand over a year ago. i'll progress my transition for a bit and then try to flirt with her. at leas#t this time if i fail it's not gonna be destructive#though it is imperative i don't fuck this up)#sorry for the essay
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Ody3 Text Posts 1/?
#doctor odyssey#ody3#avery morgan#max bankman#tristan silva#avery x max x tristan#doctor Odyssey text posts#my text posts#it’s so hard to do the yearning ones cause I have to find pics of all three of them looking at each other hahahaha#much harder than two#love them though#fave throuple
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I need to be hugged. I need to be embraced, and wrapped in warm arms, my head against their chest, listening to their heartbeat. Under the thick, soft bedsheets, my warm breath grazing their neck, and their nose buried in my hair. Making light circles on their collarbones, lifting my hand to play with their hair. I need to feel their breath on my ear, while whispering sweet, loving words to eachother, only meant for our ears. Simply drifting in the warmth and sinking into eachother, as we bask in the moment
#*sighs in deep yearning*#i really want physical touch sometimes#even though i don't like it#queerplatonic#queer platonic relationship#aroace#aroace lesbian#aromantic#asexual#ramblings#my post
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